Friday, August 13, 2010

Taking it down a notch

I cancelled the RE appointment for next week.  Other than that, I didn't do much infertility-related activity today. It felt good.  Freeing, in a way.  Maybe that's because I'm seven days into the 2ww, I hold out some hope that "it's gonna happen this time, doggone it!"  However, we did nothing different this cycle and it's likely that the u/s jelly acted as a spermicide.  [How freakishly obsessed am I?]

So, I threw my worries to God and ordered some nail polish.  That's it, up there.  It's called "Shocking."  I rarely paint my nails, almost never get a professional manicure, but I've been pretty good about keeping my nails in shape the last two weeks.  Sadly, the polish will not arrive until next week.  Just in time for Aunt Flo.

1 comment:

  1. Hi N. Today is the day to reveal prayer buddies, and I am yours. I have been praying for you constantly. I didn't officially follow or comment on your blog- lest you figure it out! But I have checked your blog every day- and probalby read every post twice!

    I'm not going to write up a fun post today. We are in the midst of a crisis and need time to mourn. But I'm offering up my suffering for you and pray that a baby will soon be in your arms- and that you'll find peace and purpose with the Lord.

    Much love and many blessings,