Last night, I meditated on Luke 1:37 "For nothing is impossible with God." I'm working on trusting God's will first and not on Him granting my wants and desires. Although, I really want to have a family with my husband, I'm trying to display spiritual discipline.
But, it is very hard. I'm now P+4 and although during attempt no. 6, I told myself I would just expect my period so the event wouldn't be so emotionally painful, I've gotten off that idea. I really want this time to be successful. The CM was great this month and we used P-2 and the peak day, so I'm hoping we hit the correct moments. I had right ovulatory pain on the peak day so Lord, please be with me. I really hope it works this time.