Thursday, July 8, 2010


Two things annoyed me today about not being pregnant.  This news, which really has zero bearing on my life and I shouldn't even be commenting on it but, seriously, what the hey???  Yes, she's a little younger than me but what the heck is wrong with me that I can't get pregnant?  Despite doctor appointments and diagnostic tests scheduled up the yin yang, I'm terribly impatient.  Prayer buddy, I need you!  This makes me pray extra hard for my prayer buddy.  Hang in there.

And then my husband tells me this morning that he ran into the mother of an ex-girlfriend and she asked about "when a baby was going to be on the way?"  Talk about supremely tacky.  I should mention that the split with this ex was not amicable and after all sorts of drama, my husband does not talk to her anymore.  My husband, to his great credit told me he said, "we're thinking about getting started on that.  I'm still taking time to get used to being married."  I should be thankful that next to no one, not even my mother.-in-law asks about the delay in getting pregnant, bless her heart.  

I did tell my mom in law last week what kinds of tests I'm going through and told her we're having some trouble with TTC.  I felt really good about letting her know.  If I was in her position, I'd want to know, too.  So, we're square.  

Today was blood draw #4.  There's a new registration person every time and this one told me to wear a hospital bracelet.  I balked but then relented.  Luckily, she made it so loose that I slipped it off once I got past the interior doors.  Not so luckily, I dropped my blackberry on the hard floor while slipping it off.  She's OK, I can still get my email. :)

1 comment:

  1. Ha! I love the comment about the blackberry! I am looking forward to hearing the results of the blood tests. I thought it was fascinating going over the results of mine with the doctor a couple of months ago. Then again, there was no big revelation and a whole lot of - "I think it may be stress"...yada, yada, yada. But I really like the doc, so I guess I should get on that whole destressing thing sooner. Have a great weekend!