That's the title of one of my favorite songs by James. And it seemed appropriate now. I do have a lot to say and I write a bunch of blog posts in my head, but I can't seem to write them out. I'm very busy at work. Now with my new duties in my new division I have things that have to get done every week. Some work is now procedural based and almost always before I did project based work that had deadlines long out into the future. Deadlines are now today or else. It's good, I'm happy being almost always on the edge of panic.
Now that I've sworn off further infertility treatments, I'm comfortable transitioning my blog to something other than "I'm bound and determined to do everything allowed by the Catholic Church to get pregnant." I do feel it's important to be the voice in this community that says "I've drawn the line." It's partly my personality, partly my faith, partly my own reasoning that says it's really up to God at this point. I'm comfortable with my relationship with the Lord (at least in that small part) and I think it's better I focus my faith externally for this season in my life.
So, I hope I have some more time in the coming days to reflect on some other things I find interesting (and hopefully you will, too).
What a great song! I saw James in high school and it was an awesome concert!
ReplyDeleteI admire that you were able to set a limit on what you can and want to do. I wish I was brave enough to do what you're doing!
So really? You drew the line? No more ovulation stimulation or anything? I'm in awe.
ReplyDeleteI admire you for setting limits and handing it over to God at this point. I'm struggling with that right now.
ReplyDeleteI look forward to reading your future posts.
Never heard of the song but gonna find it on itunes and listen:) Thanks!
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