We talked this morning and I was explaining what was becoming so painful about not being able to conceive.
- I resent that for what some people is a cost-free process might become costing me thousands of dollars just to figure out what might be wrong.
- My Creighton charting, NFP instructor, and NaPro physician can't see any reason why conception isn't happening.
- While getting pregnant is a physical process that isn't happening to me, my mind and my heart wants the responsibility of being a mother. My husband mentions activities and vacations to have that cannot be done with a child unless taking a baby into the backwoods for five days is considered safe these days. So, while I think he's more in the carefree, "let's go have fun" mood, I'm projecting seriousness and responsibility as to what it means to be a parent.