I started to write (and got about 2/3s of the way through) my latest reflection on infertility. I think it was pretty profound with lots of discussion on cognitive dissonance and other fancy psych terms. However, after mulling over the consequences of posting it, I've decided against it. What am I doing? I said I wasn't going to write about it anymore. I long passed the point where infertile blogs are helpful to being detrimental. This is entirely my fault. I'm the one reading the blogs because curiosity reigns. But if I'm going to be at peace with my situation, I need some separation.
So, I'm praying I will focus on the myriad of other issues in life that are fun and interesting to share and discuss. Hey, it's only January 9th and we've gone on two big hikes. Why am I not writing about that? Proper perspective is the key to sanity and I'm going to try very hard and diversify my topics.